chillinonthemoonwithliampayne:
listen and read:
My hands were clammy against the microphone. Usually I wasn’t at all nervous when I performed, not like this.
“You ready?” Harry gulped, hitting my shoulder gently.
“I- I think so.”
“It’s alright Liam. Just two songs and we’ll go home.”
I nodded and walked to my position on the stage.
We sang, but our hearts weren’t in it. I glanced and Zayn as he sang his solo but he wasn’t there mentally. None of us were.
Our songs ended and I walked off the stage with the boys beside me. I grabbed my water bottle and took a huge sip from it, barely able to keep it down.
“We did pretty shit didn’t we?”
Niall sat down on the amp beside me.
“Yeah, it’s not the same Nialler.”
“No. No it isn’t.”
He smacked my back gently and walked away, ducking into a room to his left.
“We better head off.” Louis called getting his stuff together, “We have an early start tomorrow.”
I nodded and complied, standing up and walking out to the cars that would take us home.
The ride was silent and we all knew why. We all felt incomplete and I looked at the other boys, sighing.
The car pulled up in front of our apartments and I swung my bag over my shoulder and walked inside, collapsing onto my couch and rubbing my eyes tiredly.
“You alright Liam? Something’s wrong.”
I glanced up to see Zayn’s worried expression.
“It’s… nothing.”
Zayn simply shook his head and exited my lounge room, returning to his part of the complex.
I checked my phone to see many missed messages, all from Danielle.
Liam, how’d it go? Did you guys do okay?
I typed back a positive response and fell back onto the comfortable pillows, closing my eyes and falling asleep in a matter of seconds.Wearily, I awoke to a silence. Absolutely no noise to keep me sane.
“Liam!?” Harry called, “We gotta go soon!”
I poked my head around my front door.
“Harry? Can… can I talk to you?”
He fixed his tie and nodded, “What’s wrong Liam?”
I lead him over to my couch and gestured for him to sit down.
“I saw him Harry.”
“Who?”
“Niall.”
Harry shook his head as his breath hitched in his throat.
“You can’t have se-“
“I DID!” I sighed, “Right after last night’s concert.”
“He’s gone Liam! We’re going to his funeral!” Harry was crying, he didn’t even realise but tears poured from his eyes.
“I don’t want to say goodbye! He’s my fucking best friend!” My voice cracked and I drew in a sharp breath, “Niall… my Niall is gone.”
“I know.” Harry uttered, “My Niall is gone too.”
He stood up, wiping his eyes, “You better go get ready.”
I nodded and dragged myself upstairs.Our arms all fell over each other’s shoulders, looking at the grave in front of us.
“To Niall.” Louis started, “Our brother.”
“Our friend.” I continued.
“Our band mate.” Zayn whispered.
“We miss you.” Harry croaked.
And with that, their arms let go of me and I stood alone to stare at his grave.
But then a pair of arms wrapped around me again, jolting me forwards a small distance.
“Don’t leave me Liam!” The Irish accent that was all too familiar, “I don’t want to be here alone!”
I shook my head and loosened his arms from around me and I turned to see his tear stained face.
“Please…” He whispered, “Don’t leave me.”
“Goodbye Niall.” I walked past him and took a few heavy steps forwards. When I turned back he was gone, “We’ll miss you baby Nandos.”No words can descrive how I felt reading this.
I think that’s the fastest I’ve ever started crying.
omg omg omg omg noooo omg no
BUT WHAT SONG IS THIS
^Pieces by Red (:
(via nniall-horan)
chillinonthemoonwithliampayne:
listen and read:
My hands were clammy against the microphone. Usually I wasn’t at all nervous when I performed, not like this.
“You ready?” Harry gulped, hitting my shoulder gently.
“I- I think so.”
“It’s alright Liam. Just two songs and we’ll go home.”
I nodded and walked to my position on the stage.
We sang, but our hearts weren’t in it. I glanced and Zayn as he sang his solo but he wasn’t there mentally. None of us were.
Our songs ended and I walked off the stage with the boys beside me. I grabbed my water bottle and took a huge sip from it, barely able to keep it down.
“We did pretty shit didn’t we?”
Niall sat down on the amp beside me.
“Yeah, it’s not the same Nialler.”
“No. No it isn’t.”
He smacked my back gently and walked away, ducking into a room to his left.
“We better head off.” Louis called getting his stuff together, “We have an early start tomorrow.”
I nodded and complied, standing up and walking out to the cars that would take us home.
The ride was silent and we all knew why. We all felt incomplete and I looked at the other boys, sighing.
The car pulled up in front of our apartments and I swung my bag over my shoulder and walked inside, collapsing onto my couch and rubbing my eyes tiredly.
“You alright Liam? Something’s wrong.”
I glanced up to see Zayn’s worried expression.
“It’s… nothing.”
Zayn simply shook his head and exited my lounge room, returning to his part of the complex.
I checked my phone to see many missed messages, all from Danielle.
Liam, how’d it go? Did you guys do okay?
I typed back a positive response and fell back onto the comfortable pillows, closing my eyes and falling asleep in a matter of seconds.Wearily, I awoke to a silence. Absolutely no noise to keep me sane.
“Liam!?” Harry called, “We gotta go soon!”
I poked my head around my front door.
“Harry? Can… can I talk to you?”
He fixed his tie and nodded, “What’s wrong Liam?”
I lead him over to my couch and gestured for him to sit down.
“I saw him Harry.”
“Who?”
“Niall.”
Harry shook his head as his breath hitched in his throat.
“You can’t have se-“
“I DID!” I sighed, “Right after last night’s concert.”
“He’s gone Liam! We’re going to his funeral!” Harry was crying, he didn’t even realise but tears poured from his eyes.
“I don’t want to say goodbye! He’s my fucking best friend!” My voice cracked and I drew in a sharp breath, “Niall… my Niall is gone.”
“I know.” Harry uttered, “My Niall is gone too.”
He stood up, wiping his eyes, “You better go get ready.”
I nodded and dragged myself upstairs.Our arms all fell over each other’s shoulders, looking at the grave in front of us.
“To Niall.” Louis started, “Our brother.”
“Our friend.” I continued.
“Our band mate.” Zayn whispered.
“We miss you.” Harry croaked.
And with that, their arms let go of me and I stood alone to stare at his grave.
But then a pair of arms wrapped around me again, jolting me forwards a small distance.
“Don’t leave me Liam!” The Irish accent that was all too familiar, “I don’t want to be here alone!”
I shook my head and loosened his arms from around me and I turned to see his tear stained face.
“Please…” He whispered, “Don’t leave me.”
“Goodbye Niall.” I walked past him and took a few heavy steps forwards. When I turned back he was gone, “We’ll miss you baby Nandos.”No words can descrive how I felt reading this.
I think that’s the fastest I’ve ever started crying.
omg omg omg omg noooo omg no
BUT WHAT SONG IS THIS
^Pieces by Red (:
(via nniall-horan)
40 weirdly intriguing questions... that no one will ask me
- 1. What’s a question you’re afraid to ask? To whom?
- 2. What’s something you hide about your personality?
- 3. What’s something other people think about you that you don’t agree with?
- 4. How do you deal with criticism?
- 5. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
- 6. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
- 7. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
- 8. Describe your favourite texture.
- 9. Which national or global tragedy were you closest to and how did it affect you?
- 10. Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance.
- 11. Which fictional character would you most like to have lunch with and why?
- 12. Who would you say is your “anti” role model? Someone who serves as a warning rather than an inspiration?
- 13. What’s your least “politically correct” opinion?
- 14. What kind of underwear do you imagine Sherlock Holmes wears?
- 15. What’s one of the most difficult things you’ve ever had to do?
- 16. If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?
- 17. What’s the most infuriating thing your parents (or caregiver) do?
- 18. Which Disney Princess do you most identify with and why? Which is your favourite and why? And yes- ANYONE can answer this question.
- 19. You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy?
- 20. What’s the silliest fan theory you’ve ever come up with?
- 21. What did you think about before you fell asleep last night?
- 22. What’s the oddest term of endearment you’ve ever used or that someone’s used for you?
- 23. What motivates you in life?
- 24. What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that?
- 25. How do you think you will fare when the Zombie Apocalypse arrives?
- 26. Which mythological creature are you most like? Why? And if you could be any mythological creature, which would you want to be? Why?
- 27. Write a brief story about an actual adventure you’ve had.
- 28. Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life.
- 29. What’s something that scares you about the future?
- 30. List 5 quirky things about yourself.
- 31. Describe your dream library.
- 32. What’s the weirdest item you’ve ever mourned?
- 33. If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like?
- 34. Do you have any “rules” about food?
- 35. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
- 36. What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about?
- 37. Describe a time/event in your life that you’re nostalgic for.
- 38. How do you approach social situations?
- 39. What is your ideal bed? Why?
- 40. Post a short excerpt of your life.
- Do this and I'll suck your cock?
